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I kind of feel like doing another mass deviation storage. I have been drawing very little this semester, and when I do it's so awful I have to wonder if I'm even getting better. But if my skills aren't improving, at least my eyes are, because suddenly as I glance through my gallery I can see all the flaws in even the most recent drawings.
My school is having some upcoming opportunities for student artists, like publication in the tutorial handbook, display in a student work showing, use of free studio space, etc. I really want to participate because it's a medical school, how many artists are there going to be, this is my jam. However I'm ashamed that I haven't done any "serious" art worth showing in years--nothing but sketches and cartoons. The paintings I've done in the past are too embarrassing to speak of. I'm sad... Art is one of the few things that makes me exceptional among my peers, that and violin, which I've also neglected for years. I want my talents to be known and appreciated, but realizing how little I have to show for it I'm afraid I can't call myself an artist at all.
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